ok my charger seems to be offically fucked and i swear the battery has drained whilst i was not using it...anyway i may not be around till i can either get it fixed or get a new one >:

so...this may be bye for a while...

unless it decides to be kind and work for a bit longer ><

i dunno whether its my laptop or once again my freaking adaptor but for some reason even though my laptop is charging, the battery is still draining...i'm fucking sick of shit like this happening. I haven't got the money to spare to get it seen to or buy a new adaptor and there's no way in hell i could afford a new laptop ><
I've only had this adaptor for a couple weeks now and already i'm having freaking problems...why?!!!!! ><
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What the hell is the point of a messenger where you can go on it but not actually be able to talk to people? =/ MSN seems to enjoy doing that a lot. In the past i've had it randomly decide to stop sending or letting me receive messages but tonight it's the worst. Nobody i'm talking to on various other messengers and sites like facebook are having any luck with it either and even those in other countries are having problems so it must be a world-wide thing...just great.

You know i'm really glad right now that i have other ways of talking to people online because otherwise i'd be going crazy right now. I've not had proper company all day today so it's nice to be able to talk to people online but then msn seems to want to go "nah i'm gonna be an arse and not let people talk to each other"...typical fucking life is what i say to that. Then again it's like they always say: Life is shit, get used to it =/

Stolen from

1.PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT?
I have a small scar at the bottom of my left hand and i got it when i was...younger XD can't remember exactly. anyway i tripped and feel, held my hands out as you instictively do and my hand got slammed down on a sharp rock, cutting it open...hurt a lot

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM/APPARTMENT?
um...its not technically my room...i don't have my own room i sleep on a blow-up bed on the living room floor nn'

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
It's a small red Sony Ericsson K510i and i <3 it

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
it varies a lot really XD some of it is like 50s swing kinda stuff, classical like beethoven, bit of dance, rock, pop/rock, folk music, metal...lotts of different stuff

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
a pic of Dark Signer Carly :3

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
hmm what do i want mor than anything right now? for everything with finding accomadation for uni and resists and stuff to go well >:

7. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GAY MARRIAGES?
yes i do n.n

8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
exact time? no idea XD

9. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
Nope they seperated when i was really young

10. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
Dara O'Briain standup :3

11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
...*hangs head* yes, i try to make excuses or pretend i'm not but truthfully it scares the shit out of me

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
myself bringing up some painful memories

13. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
tbh i don't really care XD

14. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
....i like that they can make my headaches go away

15. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
COFFEECOFFEECOFFEECOFFEECOFFEECOFFEE!

16. FAV MOVIE?
either Silent Hill or one of the Resident Evil films

17. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
cookie dough...i'm craving it badly

18. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
um...no idea probably someone i had an argument with XD that happens a lot

19. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
i speak a bit of german (what i haven't forgotten that is XD) a little japanese (and i mean a little XD), i can sing 1 song in italian, very few words in french...i think that's it XD oh and some random latin words

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
a t-shirt that says i'm with stupid on it that my mum brought me back from her holiday

21. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
i like a lot of people whether i likelike someone though...not to sure

22. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
no

23. BEST FRIEND?
emocyanide is defo up there at the top but i have loads of other best friends too like teramaster, kenouni-renashin, cataclismic, toaofshyakguan, SarahLamoreaux, AozuAkazu and others

24. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
*shrugs*

25. DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE AFTER-LIFE?
yes i believe there is an afterlife

26. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
if two people find they love each other enough to get married that's great...that's kinda all i have to say on that =/

27. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
i don't chose to fall in love, it just happens

28. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
tell them. you don't really need to be all poetic and stuff just so long as they can understand the point your trying to get across

29. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
3.14 >>

30. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
which am i? which do i prefer? what the hell is this question asking exactly?

31. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
Cataclismic

32. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
when people try to convert others to their religion. People can believe what they want >< we should all just learn to accept that.

33. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR BIRTH COUNTRY?
to england, spain, greece

34. YOUR WEAKNESS?
my emotions

35. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
uhhh....i can't remember XD

36. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY?
Arran 2009. :3 best holiday i ever had

37. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
don't think so

38. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
reading Cataclismic's version of this XD and watching a recorded top gear

39. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
probably get the fat sucked out of me....even if i COULD get plastic surgery though i dunno if i would

40. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
um...not sure

41. IF POT WAS LEGAL WOULD YOU DO IT?
i'd probs be tempted to give it a try

42. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
yugioh, cookie dough, internet XD

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
drink it anyway!

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
no idea...tbh i don't care about my birthdays anymore

45. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
not entirely sure XD

46. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Sometimes

47. DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE SAYING EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON?
yes

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVOURITE?
the middle one >: D

49. WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?
why should i tell?

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
sometimes, sometimes not XD

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE VEGETABLE?
raw carrots

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
nail biting, rubbing my eyebrows (dunno how i developed that ><

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT?
not sure, there's probs a lot to choose from and my memory is crap :3

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
not sure

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
don't think so

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
not entirely. personality matters the most but looks can help

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
i shout and swear and have arguments with people

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
...hard to say since i'm not entirely sure where i feel is "home" in the first place

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
sometimes too easily

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
when i was really little? no idea, when i was younger though i used to have a teddy rabbit and a teddy dog that i absolutely loved but my mum threw then out at some point >:

61. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
you mean am i afraid of having to face the fact i gotta be an adult at some point? yes...yes i am

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
well no *rolls eyes*

63. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
hmm...not sure how to answer that tbh

64. DOES 11:11 MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?
yes it means 11 minutes past 11 in the morning

65. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD?
in the christian God? no...hell no in fact. I feel i've seen too much evidence to suggest he's either not real or he's not the such kinda, caring, benevolent guy that loves us all. Just my opinion on that subject

66. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
yeah i do. i think i get on a bit better with my mum now than i did before i went to uni though

67. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
Physical - probably the time i fractured one of my ankles or the time about 6 months later or something when i reopened it ><
Emotional - probably when Ali died...tbh i still feel that pain >:

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
lol no why would i do that?

69. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
cider...i have a habit of doing that coz i forget i've put the bottle near me on the floor so i knock it over when i move

70. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
yes i have a kitty

71. WHAT IS THE LAST FURRY THING YOU TOUCHED?
my cat

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE COLORS?
Black, Red, Sky-Blue and i hae random phases where i'm obssessed with pink

73. WHAT'S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
probably The Pyramid Incident by Terrance Dicks

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
those are the ones that come in when you're an adult right? if so none

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
tbh i don't care XD they can answer them if they want

76. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
despite the fact i hate boats i want to go on a cruise down the Nile. my gran who's traveled to many places in the world pretty much told me that's the best way to go when visiting egypt X3

77. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
sammich probably

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
either my mum or my aunt

79. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
not sure

80. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
yes i do. doesn't always happen but i believe in it n.n

81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE?
dunno o.o

82. FAVOURITE DRINK?
Kopperberg Pear Cider

83. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
either Aquarius because it's mine or Leo...just coz it's Leo : D

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
i don't like sport >>

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOUR?
Natural: darkish brown
Atm: black but i think the brown is coming back XD i might need to dye it again soon

86. EYE COLOUR?
boring brown

87. TALL OR SHORT?
well i'm taller than my mum >>

88. SIBLINGS?
no true brothers or sisters
2 half brothers
1 half sister
1 step sister

oh and friends that i've sort of "adopted" as family XD

89. FAVOURITE MONTH?
January or december

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
no

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Watching Dara O'Briain standup at the moment ^^

92. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
23rd January >_> <_<

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
mostly yes but i can sometimes work up the courage XD

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter

95. CHOCOLATE OR CHIPS?
Chocolate

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships

97. BIGGEST FEAR(S)?
heights and spiders

1. last beverage: Kopperberg (aint bothered to have a drink yet today and when i do it'll probs be Kopparberg anyway XD)
2. last phone call: that i recieved, would be Draggles whilst he was waiting for the bus...that i rang...ra knows
3. last text message: *checks inbox* from a guy online i know as Zero telling me that his internet had crashed (he was in the middle of a duel for my online ygo tournament at the time)
4. last song you listened to: Papa Roach - ...to be Loved
5. last time you cried: probably last night when i finished Children of Mana, the ending made me sad >:

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice: Technecially, yes
7. been cheated on: not that i know of
8. kissed someone & regretted it: probably >< (no not you Draggles)
9. lost someone special: yush >:
10. been depressed: yup
11. been drunk and thrown up: hehehe well depends...there's been a few occassions where i've slept then woken up to vomit after getting drunk does that count? XD

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. One: Red
13. Two: Black
14. Three: Sky Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: i think so =o
16. Fallen out of love: *makes question disappear*
17. Laughed until you cried: yup
18. Met someone who changed you: dunno if anyone i've just met this year has changed me as of yet
19. Found out who your true friends were: i've known that for a while
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah i overheard them XD My mum and one of her friends were talking about how much they think i've changed since going to uni
21. Kissed someone on your watch list: Yes =^.^=
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: about 5
23. How many kids do you want to have: i'm undecided between 0 and 1 XD
24. Do you have any pets: yes i have a fat and very fussy kitty sitting near me right now :3
25. Do you want to change your name: Yes
26. What did you do for your last birthday?: *shrugs* i can't remember.
27. What time did you wake up today: just wake up or wake up to get up? if the latter then about 1.12pm or something
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: talking to Draggles i think or watching QI
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: there's a few things i can't wait for but not enough to put so much emphasis on CANNOT XD
30. Do you have plants: no, plants seem to die rather quickly when left in my hands ><
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: just one thing? =/ i wish i could make everything for sorting out next uni year go ok ><
32. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO GO HERE: OMFR! ....i dun care : D
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: yup
34. What's getting on your nerves right now?: there's 2 main things: the fuss over MJ's death (ok i get it, he's dead boo hoo can we get on with our fucking lives now?!) and the fuss over swine flu (more people die of the regular flu you know people, it's not that big a deal here since we have a decent healthcare service!!!! ><
35. Most visited websites: dA, YGO World and Chatzy
36. Whats your real name?: Christina McEwan
37. Nicknames?: Ishizai, Ish, Ishy, Ishi, Ishie, Ishizai the Great (don't ask XD), Kitteh, Kitteh Ishizai, Kitteh Ishy, Chrissie (anyone who uses this last one that's not family dies)
38. Relationship Status?: Single
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
40. Male or female?: Female : D
41. Elementary?: My dear Watson?
42. Middle School?: i'm confused, if we're talking about school it kinda goes Primary > Secondary > Collage/Uni here XD
43. High school/College?: can i be provided with the equivalent for where i am? so i'm not confused ¬.¬
44. Hair colour: naturally it's brown but i dye it black
45. Long or short?: NEEDS TO BE EVEN LONGER!!!!!!!!!
46. Height?: i have no idea : D
47. Do you have a crush on someone?:
48: What do you like about yourself?: in truth? pretty much nothing =/
49. Piercings: i got my ears pierced years ago but one of them got all bleedy and infected and hurt like a bitch so i let them heal up and aint ever getting anything like it done again
50. Tattoos: hmm i guess i'd like a tattoo but i'm too much of a wuss XD
51. Righty or lefty?: this question confuses me, what are we talking about here?

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery?: never had surgery :3
53. First piercing?: had my ears pierced...can't remember how old i was though XD
54. First best friend?: very first? lol i have no idea
55. First sport you joined?: probably netball in primary
56. First vacation?: i can't remember
58. First pair of sneakers?: how the hell do you expect me to remember that?

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: nothing, not hungry
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: continue sitting here
62. Listening to: my AMV of Aki to the song ...to be Loved by Papa Roach
63. Waiting on: a reply to the text i sent

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: hasn't a question similar to this already been asked?
65. Get Married?: maybe someday if i find the right person
66. Career?: yes please
40. <--. ?

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: HUGGLES!
69. Shorter or taller: Either
70. Older or Younger: Either so long as the age gap aint too big
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice butt or nice legs: hmm good question
73. Sensitive or loud?: no idea
74. Hook-up or relationship?: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant?: hmmm depends on how much of a trouble maker they are XD

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger?: No
77. Drank hard liquor?: hard liquor? >>
78. Lost glasses/contacts?: nope
79. Sex on first date?: wow that's a badly formed question "Have you ever sex of first date?" is the word HAD not missing there?
80. Broken someone's heart?: knowing me probably >:
81. Had your own heart broken?: oh ra yes, quite a few times =/
82. Been arrested?: No
83. Turned someone down?: probably
84. Cried when someone died?: Yes and nearly a year on i still do cry about that
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes, a couple of times actually

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself?: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...no
87. Miracles?: i think i used to...dunno if i do anymore
88. Love at first sight?: yeah
89. Heaven?: depends what you mean by that. the christian definition of heaven? or simply some sort of afterlife? if the latter yes
90. Santa Claus?: no
91. Kiss on the first date? : if it happens it happens
92. Angels?: hmm regular angels, not so sure but i do believe in guardian angels so yeah sort of XD
93. Ghosts?: Yup, quite a few people think i'm mental but i've seen a few and can sense them, quite a few people in my family can

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Don't think so
95. Did you sing today?: Yeah a little but then i got lost in typing this up
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you?: you mean how far would i go? probably back to my last year before i went to uni. One of the happiest times of my life back then >:
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: from 08? i dunno but it'd be near the beginning of the year
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: dunno
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: in a way